I'm not happy being alone. But I'm not unhappy. I think that I've just accepted that it's not meant to happen now. If I had a pyschiatrist, he would say that that is a very healthy opinion to have. It's very empowering. I'm not waiting for anyone, but if love comes and hits me between the eyes, then great. If not, I won't be dissapointed (at least not too much).
I'm still not emotionally where I want to be. I feel a little bit shaky, but thats to be expected after a breakdown right? I just need to breathe and relax. Maybe I'll have a bath. Maybe I need to start yoga. I wonder if that would help...
