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Sunday, August 05, 2007
College is looming. It was there before, a blip on my radar, something I longef for. Now it is there. A giant mystery that takes up my entire vision. I want to go, no doubt. But now I find myself barganing. Just one more day to go to the beach. One more day to browse the too expensive stores at Ala Moana. One more day to sleep in my queen size bed and bathe in my bathtub.
I cannot help but wonder, who I will be a year from now. In the past year, the foundation of who I wanted to be was shaken, and now it teeters on a few stones. But what would be the tradgedy of losing my map? Maybe then I can finally evolve naturally, finding my way through some kind of natural organic process.
I always felt that I was waiting for my life to begin. And in my mind, life began at college. So from here on out, there will be no excuses.
Listen @ 9:37 PM