Listen to the Beat

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I do not understand. How hard is that to admit? Well, not very actually. If anyone could have overheard my thoughts in Anatomy today, then they would know that I do not understand.

But it is hard to admit that I will never understand.

"God is not what you imagine or what you think you understand. If you understand you have failed." - Saint Augustine.

I will never understand God. Never. I have come to believe that He is bigger than a book, bigger than a religion. Maybe all the different religions are just our way of trying to reach Him. Maybe they are our way of pretending that we know Him.

But that is a difficult situation. I will be accused of copping out. And I'm not sure that I necessarily believe in the "be a good person and that's enough" philosophy. But from what little I have seen and experienced in life, I think perhaps the best I can do is to follow van Gogh. "But I always think that the best way to know God is to love many things."

Listen @ 3:52 AM